Dream

IM an average girl who grew up in atl who us to live i detroit but now in L.A ive been through so much stuff in my life i lost 5 siblings because of an disorder call phustozellworker luckly it skiped me im kinda mad it skipped me because i rather die the my brother and sisters people say it all rigt to cry but its not for me its hard because i dont know what to do but accept anger and it wrong but i cant help it i have lost the most inportant people in my life because of stupid people i lost my cousin becaus her boyfreind beat her to death i lost another cousin because she got shot i know they are just cousins but they were my blood my fleash and all i can do is pray it feels like god is just not listening to me but i know he is ive been through so much till rhe point i almost took my life i cut my self for a year so the pain could leave but it was still there ive wached all celeberties happy but sometime i wish i had that life i love my mother and father i wish i could give them checks every month in the mail box but i cant . Ive planned my life out I want ot attend Oakland University and my major would be Science and technology and my dream job is to be a sng writter and producer so i might change my major to music and production . soon as i graduate from colleage im becoming a produce i havent thought about kids and in going to move back to L.A and live my life like its Golden umm well you have read some of my life Story tune in next time and i will have more